"Why do you care for people when most of your friends do otherwise?"
"Why do you like nosing around other people's relationships?"
"Why don't you care for yourself and get a girl?"
These are some of the questions that my friends have been asking me throughout my entire life... though I have the answer to them, I never really told it to anyone.
All that was in my mind when these questions were asked is just: "I don't think I'll ever be in a relationship, that's why I want to find how it feels... the magic of having one thru others. As for the "nosing" part... Haizz, I never had the intention of intruding other people's relationship."
Thinking that people will take this statement as pure nonsense, I kept it to myself. Only to reveal it to specific people who understands such as my best friends. Well, sometimes I do risk myself getting tied into a relationship while trying to heal it... I guess that's what my ex-schoolmates meant by being "nosey".
It's quite painful at times when I didn't even get a simple "thanks" after helping out someone with a relationship problem, which is quite a common case when I was in ADSS. Still, I continued with the thought: "If I won't get a chance in having a relationship, then I should at least be able to heal others' when the situation requires it."
I won't be surprised if there are still people around me who still has the same kind of questions in mind, waiting to reach my ears.
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